What's going on here then ?
I worked my way along several horses in the stables until I found this one I really connected to. The look in its eyes. I could understand and trust it.
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As easy as riding a bike
Its incredible how going over the handlebars of a bike takes you back your childhood for a split second, after you hit the ground. The shock and that specific pain of grazing that is only caused by a bike fall has that effect. For a second you forget everything. Its almost exhilarating. The moment blocks out all. Like orgasm.
A new tool ?
Today I learnt something. A cycle ride can ease my headaches, a nice walk can ease me, but so can a erratic high speed race of up to 100mph on a country road, for a short time. In those few minutes everything is blotted out as your only thought is your survival. This is to feel alive. I havent done this for at least a year, to drive on a road that allows momentum of speed. I feel I need to blot out my current over consciousness. Danger maybe a tool.
BILL POWER - I SWEAR
Not sure why ive posted this, but just like last year a random song I havent heard in a long while cropped up in my sphere, and I feel like dropping it off here. That winter feeling is approaching. It a bit unsettling returning here after all that happened last winter, but here I am. This is a nostalgic track. Reminds me of Abracadabra....