What's going on here then ?
I worked my way along several horses in the stables until I found this one I really connected to. The look in its eyes. I could understand and trust it.
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As easy as riding a bike
Its incredible how going over the handlebars of a bike takes you back your childhood for a split second, after you hit the ground. The shock and that specific pain of grazing that is only caused by a bike fall has that effect. For a second you forget everything. Its almost exhilarating. The moment blocks out all. Like orgasm.
A new tool ?
Today I learnt something. A cycle ride can ease my headaches, a nice walk can ease me, but so can a erratic high speed race of up to 100mph on a country road, for a short time. In those few minutes everything is blotted out as your only thought is your survival. This is to feel alive. I havent done this for at least a year, to drive on a road that allows momentum of speed. I feel I need to blot out my current over consciousness. Danger maybe a tool.
BILL POWER - I SWEAR
Not sure why ive posted this, but just like last year a random song I havent heard in a long while cropped up in my sphere, and I feel like dropping it off here. That winter feeling is approaching. It a bit unsettling returning here after all that happened last winter, but here I am. This is a nostalgic track. Reminds me of Abracadabra....
New Blog
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Absolution (Gray Mix)
Nobody know about that guy years ago... She was baptised in water from the river Jordan. Is this why the Unseen suddenly exploded into life for me after meeting her ? Things were never the same again. She maybe out of my sphere nowadays, but the effects are long lasting, every tap and crack in this house, every full moons glory still stems from that point years ago and always will. Some people must be keys, and many probably wont ever grasp the full effects they have on others for years.