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Eureka Part 1 ?
6am - Finally the penny has dropped. We are not our minds. The mind separate to the soul. This is problematic as the mind is so dominant 99% of the time, and if unsettled or challenged throws a hissy fit that will floor you so badly you will loose all sight of the fact that another you is hiding somewhere. We might call this the subconscious, and even this can reek havoc with the body. I think there is more though beyond the subconscious, a concrete other you bursting to get out, painfully and forcibly.
What 'ave we got 'ere then ?
Two people have approached me today starting a conversation with " allo, allo,allo " One was my daughter who does it a lot at the moment, and the other was an auctioneer. This is weird. It reminds me of a past situation when it seemed as though someone was speaking to me through different people.
This haunting childhood song, but why ? Last night I was woken by the clatter of two plates stacked on top of one another on my inside window ledge. It sounded like one plate lifted and then clattered down on top of the other. Just the sort of noise that jar's my ears. At the time I was dreaming of a group of people happily singing Mull of Kintyre. It was a hit in the 70's I think. Earlier I heard that scraping noise around the top of the window frame. Its been maybe a year since that has happened. Its definitely feeling like winter now. Both these instances remind me of the ghost of Katherine in Wuthering Heights at the window of Mr Lockwood. Window weirdness has gone on here for two generations at least. I think Katherine is early this year.
What's going on here then ?
I worked my way along several horses in the stables until I found this one I really connected to. The look in its eyes. I could understand and trust it.
As easy as riding a bike
Its incredible how going over the handlebars of a bike takes you back your childhood for a split second, after you hit the ground. The shock and that specific pain of grazing that is only caused by a bike fall has that effect. For a second you forget everything. Its almost exhilarating. The moment blocks out all. Like orgasm.